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Mon, Sep. 12th, 2005, 08:23 pm

So Happy Birthday to me... And it was a good one and a bad one... Got up at about 9, which since school has been out is the earliest I have been up without having to be somewhere important. Sat around and talked with my mom for a bit and at about 11 she left to take the cat to the vet... Well when she got back an hour later I was still home gettin stuff together for jasons care package to go to Iraq, what a mess that was. So called the Post and they said the package was going to be something like $44.00 to send, WTF... So get some more stuff for him, gum, sunflower seeds, candy, suckers, LIQUOR... And go to the Post. Get there and how funny I am talkin to this guy and he is like Oh, 1st LAR at Camp PLT, that was my unit... OK, so what the hell are the freakin chances really though. SO I send off his stuff and I am wonderin if I should have put the letter in it or not, but whatever, its on its way and thats just how it goes... And as I am walkin out I check my phone because I thought I had gotten a text... Well, I had gotten like 5 texts from jason sending it through my AIM.. OMG, that made my birthday for sure... So I get home and my mom says she is going to take our cat to the vet to be put down, ok sounds bad right but it was for the best. This cat was like 14 years old and was pissin all over the house. She was a snob of a cat, I loved her but she was not my cat at all... Ok, so they get back from that and the rest of the day is the rest of the day... I am so glad that Jason said Happy birthday, that made my entire week, like seriously, he didnt have to remember that at all... Like really though... God I miss him...

Mon, Sep. 5th, 2005, 10:01 pm

I am totally bored and i have to be up at like 4am tomorrow mornin, I am so not happy about that, but hey, what ya gonna do about it right... SO, this is what I got, this weekend was totally funny, I am totally ok with life and everything right now, things are great. Sometimes I just get down, but for right now everything is good... I didnt get to see Cassie and CICI this weekend, which was a total bummer to me but hey, it happens right... Oh well... Thats all I got...

Wed, Aug. 31st, 2005, 11:23 pm
Stay with me

Cassie I know I took this from you but it totally reminds me of Jason and being in bed with him...  And i also got an e-mail from him today sayin that he was ok and that he was in Kuait and waitin for a transport to Iraq...  I am so glad that I got that e-mail, it made my day...

Baby, the clock on the wall is lying
It's not really that late
It's too cold outside to be walking around
the streets of this town
Anywhere if you think you have to be can wait

(Baby) Why don't you stay with me
Share all your secrets tonight
We can make believe the morning sun never will rise
Come and lay your head on this big brass bed
And we'll be alright as long as you stay with me, yeah

Baby, there's just no use in hiding
The way that I am feeling right now
With you standing there baby I swear I can't help but stare
Girl you're wearing me out, wearing me out

(Baby) So why dont you stay with me share all your secrets tonight
We can make believe
the morning sun never will rise
Come and lay your head on this big brass bed
We'll be alright as long as you stay with me

Baby don't go it looks like it's starting to rain
And it's so warm here in this apartment wrapped up in this blanket

[Repeat chorus]

Stay with me

Tue, Aug. 30th, 2005, 12:46 am
Now what to do

So its 10 min to noon in Iraq and I dont know why I keep checkin this stuff... I am worried, scared, sad, loved, lonley... I dont even know anymore. I have so many emotions going through my head right now that its not even funny... Jasons last text to me today was, "Hugs and Kisses and I will be home soon." OK, that kicked my ass. I was on my way to work and that was the last thing that I got from him... So I will be able to send him an e-mail soon so that he knows what is going and he should be able to e-mail me like almost everyday, or so he thinks he should be able to... I hope so. I guess we will see though. I just need to get some sleep so that I can get through the next 6 months... February is not that far really...

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Thu, Aug. 25th, 2005, 11:43 pm
The past weekend

What a weekend, thats all I got to say... I was so excited to get to Sac that it just about killed me... So on Friday I got to hang out with Julie and she is totally the best, especially since she picks me up from the air port because cassie has school... Gotta love those girls... So when Cassie got off school she came home and we hung out for a little, yeah, julie should have been at work, that didnt happen though... And then Cassie took me to court, that was totally interesting let me tell you... I had so much fun sittin there smellin that guy that was sitting in front of me... I was like OH GOD... He smelled SO BAD... I was going to puke... So then after we were done with that we went to go get the flowers for the boat dance ordered... Yeah BTW, cassie, learn how to put on BOTH your shoes before you walk into somewhere... So then we went back to the house and got CICI... After that we went to Michels were we tried on ass retarted masks that made us look like special ed.. So then we went to Gregs house after that and that was totlly funny... Because Greg totally got a manicure... Latter on we went out to go to Taco Bell that was so messed up... Long story short, I got pissed, honked the horn and then got pissed and just a lot of crap... Cassie, CICI and I got tired and went to bed... Then Cassie got kicked out of the bed because I was tired of makin out with the wall so I was pushin CICI off the bed... So that morning was freak out time to say the least I guess because James was on his way soon... Ok, moving on.. MY GBG sisters got there and that was the best part... We all go out to dinner and Dad Stern is there with his wife and that was just WAY to entertaining, I love that man... And then we went to boat dance... WAY fun let me tell you, I totally love going... I got to dance with Greg who is turning out to be one of my best guy friends ever... How funny is that though, that someone that you have a relationship with ends up being the person that you can talk to about just about everything... I am so greatful for him... So then after the Dance we go to Cassies and get dressed for our PJ party... And well I am not going to go into what happened there because really though, I am not down for people getting kicked out of office anymore... So sunday we have to go to the DeMolay advisors meeting because the girls have to be there... So it was totally funny and it was at the Shrine Hospital, BTW first time I have ever been there... Then we went out to eat and I got to talk more with Greg about stuff that has been going on and that was nice. Then we went to his house and picked up dodgeball... I have never seen it and I thought it was totally funny... So then we just hung out for a while and ended up going out to dinner with dad Mob... That man, is the shit let me tell you... I had such a good time with him... I went back to cassies and packed and then they took me to the air port. I got to talk to this girl that was going on the flight with me and she was super nice... She was going to visit her boyfriend before he left for his second tour in Iraq... Then we got to talk ing about my love of marines... So that was the weekend... It was great and I am still recovering from it... BUT SO WORTH IT!!! But thats really about it for now...

Sat, Aug. 20th, 2005, 11:03 am
OK, sry guys

OK... So its been hella long since I updated my livejournal in like MONTHS!!! So i am sittin at Cassies house with CICI and she is like you have not updated your stuff in a while... So I decided that I would do that just for her. So we are sittin here, we meaning me cassie and cici, makin masks for that boat dance, makin them meaning cici is doing all of them... So we have to take a shower, paint our nails, get our hair done, formals on... All the good stuff. So thats what I got on that one and that is really what is going on. And then we are going to party tonight so that should be good. Then I go home on Sunday night so that will be fun. And next sunday i am going to the truck show with this hottie, so that should be good... Anyways, thats all I got..

Sun, Nov. 14th, 2004, 09:24 pm
My life is NUTS

So this week was a freakin mess all together let me just tell you. I had 7 girls staying at my house on Wednesday night in my parents room, yeah, it was cramped let me tell you. Then on Thursday and Friday night I had the Supreme Bethel Honored Queen Laurie staying with me and that was like totally cool and fun. She is like totally the best and way down to earth about things. Thursday we had Nacrology and that was totally sad because we had to read the name of one of our GBG sisters bethel sisters, it was hard. Saturday night was Grand Council Installation and that was totally great and all, but took like FOREVER... The end of the night was the worst. We had to give our gifts to the out going board members and we didnt want to see them go at all. Mrs Keel started with one of my bethel sisters, and now she ends with me.. I didnt want to let her go. She is the reason that I am the Jobs Daughter that I am, the reason that I have so much dedication to this order and the reason that I wanted to be a Grand Bethel Girl. This year is going to be hard without her because she is no longer my Deputy either. So then all the girls went to Tannas and stayed the night and MIJD, Teirnee, stayed with us and that was like totally the best. Then I had to take her this morning to the airport because she had to go home to Arizona.. God I had so much fun this weekend, no kidding it was so much fun. But now I have got to go to bed because I am about to freakin fall asleep and die here in a second..

Cinderella Hugs and Frog Prince Kisses
Amy Milleson
Grand Bethel Senior Princess 04-05

Sun, Nov. 7th, 2004, 11:07 am
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Sun, Nov. 7th, 2004, 10:54 am
2 more receptions and a realization...

I think I know now that I can not put to much faith into things. Because with faith comes disapointment. Ok, wait, let me start at the beginning and I will explain in a second. I stayed the night at Tannas on Friday night because some of the other girls were as well and I thought that I would have a little bit of fun with them. So we went on a Del Taco run at 2am and then went and took the Redlands tour.. dont ask haha. We woke up the next morning to go get some stuff for the day, ended up at Crackerjacks and that was totally a bad thing, spent to much money, but well worth it. After that we went to Jennicas reception and it was a really good time, she is so cute I can not take it sometimes, she cracks me up. After that Bree and myself drove with Cameo to Tannas reception but we decided to stop for pizza before that and that was so much fun. Jen ordered a HUGE pitcher of beer because she was so just not havin a good time with someone, she is going to tell me the story today. Then we RAN over to the lodge to get changed and get going for Tannas reception. Hers was so much fun and I have never cried so much. Anyways ok, so now to the story at hand. I have learned that you are not souposed to put any kind of faith of ANY KIND on guys because in the long run, yeh, they are a totally dissapointment in life basically. They will tell you one thing one second and then change their story like a day later. So basically I have decided that why deal with the disapointment in the first place, I am just not going to like guys at all anymore, it makes my life easier and then I dont have to be shocked when a guy is as A-HOLE!!!! And that is how I feel about that...

Cinderella Hugs and Frog Prince Kisses
Amy Milleson
Grand Bethel Senior Princess

Thu, Nov. 4th, 2004, 09:38 pm

If I could look into your eyes... i would sell you the treasures of the universe... For you are the thing that makes me smile... Just thinking about you makes everything winderful... I want to feel your lips now...

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